HER BELIEF

 “Irene”, seventy-three, was diagnosed with stomach cancer one month ago.  Her oncologist recommended she undergo chemotherapy.  Irene, who is strong in her commitments, strongly declined.  She was then referred to our hospice program. 

The moment you walk into Irene’s home, you feel such strong energy.  Irene lives with her adult granddaughter, “Laura”, who is her caregiver.  Irene currently is able to manage most of her own needs.  Irene and her granddaughter know that that will likely change before too long. 

Irene has totally accepted her situation with any fears or questions.  She was involved in a motor vehicle accident eight years ago and has had side pain since that time.  She understands how the pain does impact her life and would like the pain to be totally gone.  She sees death as a viable option that will erase her pain.  I spoke of hospice’s gift of comfort care.  I am not sure if she fully understood as living with her pain for so many years. 

It was when I asked her about her spirituality, she totally consumed that topic.  Her faith is such a strong, supportive force in her life.  It was beautiful to see what unconditional love she had for her family and her faith. 

I wish her the best.  I no doubt know that Irene will definitely do it her way.

HER BELIEF

 

She was diagnosed recently with cancer.

She has taken it all in stride saying,

“I have had a good, long life.

This is what it is all about.”

 

She has suffered so many losses along the way.

Three of her four siblings have already died.

She has lost a daughter, a grandson, her mother.

She again takes this in stride saying, “This is life.”

 

She has a very strong Christian faith,

which guides her completely throughout each day.

When asked what helps her cope,

she easily will state, “It’s all up to God.”

 

She has no fears or concerns at all.

“I can’t wait to again hug my daughter,

my ten-month old grandson, my mother.

               I am truly ready to die.”

 

She then tenderly pointed to her left shoulder,

quietly stating, “God sits right here.”

Then quickly pointing to her right shoulder,

while softly adding, “Jesus sits right here.”

 

Her strong faith so clearly guides her.

She receives and understands it her true way.

It is her genuine acceptance; her truth.

But mostly, it is her strong commitment to her

unconditional faith; her unconditional beliefs.