Saturday, April 20, 2024

NO ANSWER

“John”, seventy-five, was diagnosed with Brain Cancer about one year ago.  John had three children from two previous marriages.  One of his sons lives on the east coast and is involved on such a limited basis due to geographic distance.  

John has suffered so many losses in his life.    John has accepted all that he has lost as his strong Christian faith guides and supports him.    He was so upbeat and had a great sense of humor.  When asked how he is coping, John so effortlessly will turn to his faith as that gives him all of the support that he needs.  

He doesn’t question why, but just moves on.  He now has hired caregivers in the home to help him with his daily activities.  One of the caregivers, “Madeline”, is such a strong advocate for him.  The two of them have a beautiful relationship.  She is his emergency contact and is the agent for his Advanced Directive.  She too, is his family. 

When one soul gets hit with so much loss, it always brings up the question, “Why?”.  John turns to his God for all the support that he needs.  I wish him well.


NO ANSWER 

 

He was an administrator of a golf course;

managing and keeping things green.

He has always loved being outdoors;

the sun, the landscape, the fresh air.

 

Not long ago he heard, “It is brain cancer”;

invading his body with such power and control.

His mobility and his vision have been affected.

He now can only walk for just a few feet.

 

He had three children from two wives;

two sons and a daughter he so adored.

One son is not much involved though;

due to geographic distance many miles away.

 

His other son died at age thirty-three;

suddenly without any warning at all.

He felt blessed to have his daughter nearby

as she so lovingly cared for him

                        as his needs did magnify.

 

Two months ago, he then heard,

“She died suddenly from a heart attack.”

He no longer had his much-needed support

 as no other family was living nearby.

 

It brings up so many questions;

Why did this happen to him? What is the purpose?

Always searching for tangible answers,

but in the end, I guess, this is his journey.

Likely, no other answer can easily be found.

 


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